5.31.2011

Project 365: Days 26-30;; What guys say= Blah, blah, bullshit

So I had quite an eventful weekend. I got back home Friday night, and it was then (or technically early Saturday morning), I realized all guys' minds seem to work the same. Really, where do you guys get off doing some stuff? I've gotten my mind f*cked and have gotten screwed over completely by three different guys in the last 5 months (and no, I am not a whore, they were just that good at messing with my feelings, leading me on, and screwing with my head.) The first two guys weren't much of a surprise to me, but the most recent scenario shocked
me a little.
So I met this guy a couple months ago, and I'll admit, I wasn't really attracted to him at first. Unlike all the other girls that like him, I didn't wanna jump on his dick just because he sings and plays guitar (pretty sure that's what the other girls are in it for). But time went by and I got to know him, talk to him, and hang out with him more, and I fell for him. The feeling seemed mutual. Well one night, he told me himself that the feeling was, indeed, mutual. So we hung out and talked and he initiated basically everything and led me on. He also knows I've been screwed over by jerks before and went into all this stuff about how he'd never want to hurt me blah, blah, bullshit. From what I knew about him before from talking to him, he was legit about this. He was truly a nice, funny, smart, and creative guy. That's right, that first word is NICE. That's rare. And this guy just seemed so fitting for me; we shared the same views on important stuff like relationships and religion, and shared quite a few past experiences that we could relate to each other on. And we liked the same music and we had a good amount in common, but not so much that it'd get boring. He just seemed like the perfect guy for me. You'd think that after you tell a guy you like him and he tells you he likes you, would never hurt you, and does absolutely everything to lead you on, then that's some dating potential, right? Wrong. I guess things are different nowadays, cause he contradicted himself completely and screwed me over. Third time's a charm?
Anyway, if there's any girls out there seeing this who've gone through the same bullshit, I'm sorry, because I know you probably feel like shit and you most likely don't deserve it. I'm pretty much sick of guys at this point, and I just plan on enjoying the summer single and having fun and, for once, just start caring about myself. Because evidently, people who are nice tend to get screwed over. A lot.
The only positive thing from this, is I guess I can thank him for further making me a stronger person, especially when it comes to dealing with jerks. Because the next time any guy tells me he likes me, he's gonna have to work his ass off to prove it to me, or it's not even worth it, cause I'm getting sick of it.

On a brighter note, I had a fun camping trip, and I even met the people who bought the house I grew up and lived in until I was 14, and they invited me down for a visit, so I'm sure that'll either be a very sad or a very happy visit. Hopefully the latter.

Anyway... on to the pictures of the weekend! =)
Tuesday May 31, 2011
The sign for University of Buffalo South Campus, where I stay and work =)

Monday May 30, 2011
So... my legs got burned...badd.

Sunday May 29, 2011
My best friend and I sitting on a stone wall in front of a mansion/ former juvenile facility/ former insane asylum near our campsite =)

Saturday May 28, 2011
My beautiful best friend walking along a pond at our campsite =)

Friday May 27, 2011
My GPS likes to take me on the scenic route, like rightt next to the Canadian border, lol =)




Random Thought of the Day:
When performing CPR, if you do chest compressions to the beat of the song "Staying Alive", it is a perfect timer on the beats per minute you should be getting.

5.26.2011

Project 365: Day 25 ;;Heading to PA for the weekend!

Thursday May 26, 2011
And the boredom in Buffalo continues, now I've been reduced to taking pictures of my hallway haha =)

Hopefully there will be some more exciting pictures because I'm going back home for the long weekend! =D

Random Thought of the Day:
Lady Gaga's new album, Born This Way, is amazing =)<3

5.25.2011

Project 365: Days 22-24

Photo of the Day: Wednesday May 25, 2011
Here's the view from the other side of my hall, from the lounge that just opened up yesterday =)

Tuesday May 24, 2011
Here's a picture of the Biomedical Education Building where I'm doing my internship, I love it because they call it BEB for short (my initials) and they have BEB posted alll over the place lol =)

Monday May 23, 2011
A picture of about half the dorm I'm staying in while in Buffalo =)


Random Thought/Quote of the Day:
"Well Jesus Christ I'm not scared to die,
I'm a little bit scared of what comes after."
-Brand New

5.22.2011

Project 365: Day 21


Photo of the day for Sunday May 22, 2011
As I continue to be bored, I decided to make a collage-ish-thingy out of a picture of a magazine page =)

And a slight change...Since I'm not with my crazy friends for a few weeks and we're not talking about random stuff, I decided to do a Quote of the Day instead of a random fact or thought, which I guess this could kind of count as a thought anyway =)
Random Thought/Quote of the Day:

‎"They always say time changes things,
But you actually have to change them yourself."
-Andy Warhol

5.21.2011

Project 365: Day 20 ;;Aren't bunnies great?


So I managed to make my own doomsday today while at my internship, so today there's going to be 3 photos of the day to cover everything.

Saturday May 21st, 2011

So we were working with some bunnies today, and one got a little fractious, giving me 13 new scratches on both my arms and hands. And the last picture is where I managed to actually pierce a needle straight through my thumb, which is why you can see two holes on each side of my thumb, and though you can't see it to well, there's actually a slight bruised line where the needle went through. The girl I was working it described my arms as: "You look like a cutter...with really bad aim!" lol
And that was my own personal doomsday =)


Random Fact/Thought of the Day:
A rabbit's teeth never stop growing.


5.20.2011

Project 365: Days 13-19;; I'm in NY!

So this is gonna be a lot in one, since I've been busy lately with graduation and heading to Buffalo, NY for my internship =) Plus since tomorrow is supposedly doomsday, why not make another post before then?! =P

Friday May 20th, 2011
Further emphasizing my boredom, this is what my cliché bathroom pictures turned into, lol

Thursday May 19th, 2011
So, I've been getting so bored in my dorm that I've been reduced to taking cliché pictures of myself in the bathroom mirror...

Wednesday May 18th, 2011
Here is the view from my window at the University of Buffalo =)

Tuesday May 17th, 2011
On my way to Buffalo, I ran into this house just chilling in the middle of the road =)

Monday May 16th, 2011
A puddle at the gas station shaped like a unicorn that Hayley found! =D
I'll admit, this was actually taken a couple nights ago, but I loved it and had to put it up.

Sunday May 15th, 2011
Me and some of my best friends after my graduation! <3

Picture of the Day for Saturday May 14th, 2011
Just my graduation robes hanging in the closet for Sunday morning =)



Random Thought/Fact of the Day:
Probably the oddest thing I found out so far on my internship;
Pigs like marshmallows.



5.13.2011

Project 365: Days 11 & 12

Friday May 13th, 2011
My friend Rich and I wearing our honor ribbons and cords for Alpha Beta Kappa Honor Society at Johnson College=)

Thursday May 12th, 2011
While packing, I found a "to-do" list my best friend Caitlin and I made last summer, we intend on adding on to it this year =)

Random Fact of the Day:
Lactobacillus bulgaricus is the scientific name for yogurt (based upon the main bacterial ingredient used it in)

5.11.2011

Project 365: Days 5-10

Photo of the Day for Wednesday May 11th, 2011:
Here's a beautiful flower made completely from foil that my friend Trent made for me =)

Tuesday May 10th, 2011:
Here's me standing on a hugee pile of rocks and coal at the "Coal Piles" near where I live =)

Monday May 9th, 2011:
A closeup shot of our sprinkles at work at DQ =)

Sunday May 8th, 2011:
My best friend Caitlin and I had a collage making night in my dorm, here's the end results =)

Saturday May 7th, 2011:
My best friend Sarah and I sitting on a bear at the Philly Zoo =)

Photo of the Day for Friday, May 6th, 2011:
Here's my friend Lawrence sitting on my friend Sarah's lap, and it just looked quite funny =)


Random Fact/Thought of the Day:
Whenever you see someone you like, the pupils of your eyes dilate and grow larger, almost as if the your eyes are trying to see as much of this person as possible.

5.05.2011

Project 365: Day 4

And my picture for May 5th, 2011:
This is my roommate Tammie sitting in a pink thinking chair in target =)

Random thought of the day:
How in the world do Mermaid Man and Barnacle Boy on Spongebob Squarepants breathe underwater? Okay, I know they're supposed to be superheroes, but come on, they don't have gills, they're still human!

Project 365: Day 3 ;; Random Thought/Fact of the Day

Picture for May 4th, 2011
This is the wall above my desk full of a bunch of pictures and memories that I'm gonna have to take down before I move out in a week and a half =)

Another thing I thought I'd add is a random fact or thought of the day. My friends and I always bring up the most random things in conversation whether it be an odd thought or a weird fact to look up, so I figured along with a picture everyday, I'd also try to throw in a random fact or thought =) So here it is...

Fact of the Day:
The gestation period of a lion is 110-119 days, or about 3 and a half months.


5.03.2011

Project 365: Day 2


Here's my picture for May 3rd, 2011 =)
These are the pretty flowers that are blooming on a tree in front of the cafeteria =) Just proof that spring finally arrived in NEPA

5.02.2011

Long Time, No Write :Project 365 Day 1

So, my computer crashed a couple months ago, and it just happened to be when I was planning a project for this blog, and that is the ever classic: Project 365

Now I'm sure I won't be able to get on here every single day, but I will be taking pictures every single day and they'll eventually make it on here.
And here is day one:
May 2, 2011


This is one of the 6 super adorable puppies that my friend Simon brought to school =)

So hopefully, I'll remember to take one everyday. I'm expecting an interesting and eventful summer, so there should be plenty of good pictures!