
So I had quite an eventful weekend. I got back home Friday night, and it was then (or technically early Saturday morning), I realized all guys' minds seem to work the same. Really, where do you guys get off doing some stuff? I've gotten my mind f*cked and have gotten screwed over completely by three different guys in the last 5 months (and no, I am not a whore, they were just that good at messing with my feelings, leading me on, and screwing with my head.) The first two guys weren't much of a surprise to me, but the most recent scenario shocked
me a little.
So I met this guy a couple months ago, and I'll admit, I wasn't really attracted to him at first. Unlike all the other girls that like him, I didn't wanna jump on his dick just because he sings and plays guitar (pretty sure that's what the other girls are in it for). But time went by and I got to know him, talk to him, and hang out with him more, and I fell for him. The feeling seemed mutual. Well one night, he told me himself that the feeling was, indeed, mutual. So we hung out and talked and he initiated basically everything and led me on. He also knows I've been screwed over by jerks before and went into all this stuff about how he'd never want to hurt me blah, blah, bullshit. From what I knew about him before from talking to him, he was legit about this. He was truly a nice, funny, smart, and creative guy. That's right, that first word is NICE. That's rare. And this guy just seemed so fitting for me; we shared the same views on important stuff like relationships and religion, and shared quite a few past experiences that we could relate to each other on. And we liked the same music and we had a good amount in common, but not so much that it'd get boring. He just seemed like the perfect guy for me. You'd think that after you tell a guy you like him and he tells you he likes you, would never hurt you, and does absolutely everything to lead you on, then that's some dating potential, right? Wrong. I guess things are different nowadays, cause he contradicted himself completely and screwed me over. Third time's a charm?
Anyway, if there's any girls out there seeing this who've gone through the same bullshit, I'm sorry, because I know you probably feel like shit and you most likely don't deserve it. I'm pretty much sick of guys at this point, and I just plan on enjoying the summer single and having fun and, for once, just start caring about myself. Because evidently, people who are nice tend to get screwed over. A lot.
The only positive thing from this, is I guess I can thank him for further making me a stronger person, especially when it comes to dealing with jerks. Because the next time any guy tells me he likes me, he's gonna have to work his ass off to prove it to me, or it's not even worth it, cause I'm getting sick of it.
On a brighter note, I had a fun camping trip, and I even met the people who bought the house I grew up and lived in until I was 14, and they invited me down for a visit, so I'm sure that'll either be a very sad or a very happy visit. Hopefully the latter.
Anyway... on to the pictures of the weekend! =)
Tuesday May 31, 2011

The sign for University of Buffalo South Campus, where I stay and work =)
Monday May 30, 2011


So... my legs got burned...badd.
Sunday May 29, 2011

My best friend and I sitting on a stone wall in front of a mansion/ former juvenile facility/ former insane asylum near our campsite =)
Saturday May 28, 2011


My beautiful best friend walking along a pond at our campsite =)
Friday May 27, 2011


My GPS likes to take me on the scenic route, like rightt next to the Canadian border, lol =)
Random Thought of the Day:
When performing CPR, if you do chest compressions to the beat of the song "Staying Alive", it is a perfect timer on the beats per minute you should be getting.
When performing CPR, if you do chest compressions to the beat of the song "Staying Alive", it is a perfect timer on the beats per minute you should be getting.
























